:.Escaping-From-Fear.:

2006-04-17T05:21:00.000-07:00

currently: im thinking about THE PEA. hurhur...the soft and green pea. the one that slided off my spoon. slided off the table. slided off the *poof*. it slided down like how smoothly!! i bet 1 buck that she din wash her *poof* for quite a few days so it remains oily or something lyk tat... i mean...how else how do ya explain the smooth landing?!?!huhuhuh? lol. it practically went "`voom~thud. " lmao. yaa....THE PEA.lol.

p.s. ask phyllis or dengyin....dun feel lyk explaining on a public space.lol.

2006-04-14T01:35:00.000-07:00

advice:do to others what you want others to do to you... ...

P.S. woots. simple sweet and CHIM!!

2006-04-03T03:52:00.000-07:00

class outing was realli fun and all BUT.....i think i pulled some muscle or something when im playing. *sobs* it hurts so much....im serious. i mean im not one of those ppl hu cry over some tiny weeny mosquito bites or a slap by phyllis....but this relli hurts. the pain was not so bad ytd[i rub some oniment on it then i limp all round the house trying to attract my parents' attention that im pai4kah1]. but how i noe my mum will call me a monkey!!!im not....im a HOMOSAPIEN...not a zoo. furs...it's taopok.then...crab..then...sharkfin[though i denied] NOW....im a monkey. WOW.....lol. then today i woke up and wanted to go to the toilet...but i realised i cant even stand up. i stayed in bed for almost 1 hr before trying to stand again cos my bladder cant stand it anymore.LOL. it hurts larh...of cos. my muscle even turned swollen...eeyer. hurhur... later i went to see the doc when i realli cant stand the pain anymore. wahh....cant even walk there loh. i was lyk half crawling liao. lol..jkjk. and the doc said i wasnt supposed to rub it....NO WONDER I HURTS SO MUCH.... i keeping rubbing it!!! haish...i got the mc i wanted but i forgot they re learning magic today...i should have gone and maybe use magic to cure my damn leg.dotdotdot...HurhHur....moral of the story....dun turn urself upsidedown on pull up bars. LMAO.

p.s. heard that they re sleeping on the to acm...SEE!!! aiyoh....cannot live without me rite???miss me rite??? LOLOLOL.

2006-04-01T06:32:00.000-08:00

i said i was going to post this...so here goes nth.today...i went to the class outing rite after me and runfeng finished our sc interview thingy. well.....i think i did okay...since they din shoot me with damn a lot of question.=). then we played arcade...which kinda prove me that i sux quite a lot at basketball. lmao. then we went somewhere near wilfred's hse to play soccer.
i stood there.
i ran.
i got the ball.
i kicked.
GOAL!
i scored.
my furs goal!!!!
into my own goal.................*sobs*
it's damn paiseh loh....ppl re lyk wad re u doing beishan?? lol.i mean i sux at it larh.....though i did tried to run for the ball and pushed ppl out of the way and stuff lyk tat.lol.BUT....it was fun XD.
BUT....after this i realise that i SUX at BOTH BASKETBALL AND SOCCER.....lmao. i tried...maybe i will play better nxt time. I WILL....lol.

p.s. i invented a new trademark with sunny and 4dn4 today. *we re the best frens of the bikini bottoms* =).dot....hurhur.i noe it's kinda dumbbi. but i am lame. yya...

2006-03-30T04:58:00.000-08:00

im going to nanhua sec school for some music sharing things. realli hope to see lps's buddies there. LMAO....maybe i will decide to juz walk pass ur classroooms and pretend nth happen...lol.

2006-03-19T02:37:00.000-08:00

my mum brought me to sakae sushi finally. im so grateful. THX!!! btw mum...there's no "lor mai kai" in there...there re onli sushi and tat "lor mai kai" of urs is actually a japanese pancake.Do u even noe that basic thing???lol.jkjk...u rox my world. I LOVE MY MUM!!!LMAO...=D

2006-03-13T02:25:00.000-08:00

i cant deny how cool acs(i) is lorh. omg...wish i was a guy and get into the damn skool. i mean THEIR SKOOL IS RICH?!?! they can have air-con everywhere and the place is lyk huge. the canteen currently dun look lyk one and has a garden outside. ohya...the vending machine outside the canteen gave out the wrong stuff to me when i used it.lol. I'M SO JEALOUS!!! they have 2 swimming pool...2 squash courts...6 badminton courts...a hostel...a causeway...lol. no larh...the causeway is juz wad i call the long road leading from the boarding skool to the real skool...it's quite cool.(although i fell and sprained my ankle on it) i mean i think im unlucky in a way or another loh. my mum was lyk scolding me for falling down instead of sayanging me lah! lol. when i get into some new territory..i will DEFINITELY fall down. seriously!!! i even tried falling down on completely flat ground... haha...sounds dumb alady.well...today i fell on the stairs...just when i was about to say some ans of some toopid riddle i asked my fren. guess i got too focus on how biantai the ans was.hurhur.

p.s. acs(i) is veri cool!!!hope we can haf a canteen lyk theirs.=) ooo...btw...their milo sux. it costs one dollar...damn ex...

2006-03-12T06:50:00.000-08:00

haish...im feeling so stressed nowadays...perhaps it's cos i made my expectations higher bah...*sobs*. furs...it's the badminton thingy loh...i got put in the weaker grp then after tat i still din managed to fight it out to de other grp...which made it realli realli sad.(although it's ages ago)i mean im sitting there almost near to tears...cos im usually treated as those slacking n not serious ones in badminton mah...then now lyk tat...i duuno loh. i think i can onli blame miself for not trainin hard enuff rite? haish...*sobs*. LUCKILY...there's still a few happy things happening around some corners larh. of cos...lol. ytd went to the buona vista walk...then we got the orange shirt with the butterfly and de flower.lol.then the vip was lyk asking us wad's so special bout the words...we tot the ans is supposed to be those chim chim ones larh(since it's frm the vip)but after tat...we discovered tat the special thing? they are the BUTTERFLY and FLOWER.harhar...it's quite farnie larh. i din expect it from tat guy's mouth.im serious.LOL. then when we re in the process of walking as slowly as snails to duno where...i was lyk toking and shouting away with mingjie and xiuhan.(xinhui n mitchelle were behind--jas and shiyuan were behind)THEN...shiyuan said a hurting thing. "aiyoh beishan ni3 hen3 duo1 hua4 jiang3 leh...cong2 gang1 cai2 jiu4 jiang3 dao4 xian4 zai4...if i jot down wad u all say...can rite into book liao loh..." it simply reminds of my mum...cos tat's practically wad she says everyday when she omes to the mrt station to fetch me.lol.mmm...we got our lunch and played quite a lot of games after tat. as usual...i DIN WIN the lucky draw.(cant i be lucky once p-l-e-a-s-e) AND I DIN PLAY THE BUNGEE THINGY!!! it look fun...but no time larh...tat's why. haish...so sad...

p.s. is ashish kumar in my tuition? i tot i heard his name.
2p.s. oh shit...i nearly forget the lang.arts project
3p.s. i notice a lot of badminton seniors dunno hu's beishan. IT"S ME...

mii poor crystal

2006-03-02T05:45:00.000-08:00

im typing this when i juz rmb my poor crystal... ...MII POOR CRYSTAL LOH! im lyk having the biggest crystal in the whole damn class when SHE broke the crystal into three pieces?!?! i am lyk OMG....tat's my crystal... ...and it's shattered!!! then after all that breaking and heating stuff... ...SHE told us ours is not perfect and should use another one if we wan ours to be perfect and all. and im supposed to bring it home...??? haish...i duuno loh. i missin moi big crystal rite now...lol. i mean im not blaming HER for anything but still she broke it mah...so....lol. bobian mah...lol

p.s. DAOPOK!! this word rocs! lol.

2006-02-27T06:12:00.000-08:00

i juz got bac mii chem paper today... ...it's supposed to be a test so i guess it's counted in our ca. haiz... ...IT"S SO SHITTY!!! it's lyk i feel so inferior after reading other peeps' blogs loh. at furs i got 23/30... ...i felt SO happy. the best marks is 26/30. i mean i rarely get so high for science loh... ...but after reading how depressed ppl get when they get A2 for chinese and how disappointed when ppl get 16/20...i seriously feel tat i put mii expectations this teeny weeny bit lower than the rest. i get happy for practically passing geo by 0.5m...LOL. MUST PUSH MISELF HARDER LIAO!! GO!GO!GO!!!*put two thumbs up* haha. so it means tat... ...i should get full marks!!! lol. aiyah...anyway...i got quite a lot of careless mistakes. lyk sodium = S. ARG!!! i noe it's wrong loh...i learnt it loh...and in the end wad?! i lost o.5 for tat. i could haf gotten the same as natt...

p.s. i rmb tat i said im gonna challenge natt and huili thiss year... well i lost to both of them. wad a loser....LOL.jkjk

2006-02-24T07:25:00.000-08:00

arg... ...im sick! i even haf difficulty breathing and swallowing food nw. *boohoo* *sobz* am i gonna die soon? living things need food air and water to live and i cant breathe through my nose nw...conclusion= IM GONNA DIE! *sobz*... ...rmb to miss me after thiss hor. and yea... ...i finally saw the doctor cos i suspected some kind of spreading virus in mi class... ...and of cos... ...im SHO lucky to kena the damn virus. hehe. now... ...i cant eat.i cant sleep.i cant breathe.i cant swallow.my limbs re all weak. i feel lyk a vege... ...*sobz* i hate veges.

LisT oF ViruseD PeepS

``phyllis [rashes]
``aicks [rashes]
``moi [cough,flu,sore throat n fever]
``jingz [flu, nose pain]
``huiyee [fever]
``dexx [he said he got flu too]
``sweecheng [he said he got flu tootoo]
``runfeng [fever...37.7]

p.s. im realli sick...n i wonder hu spreaded it...

2006-02-13T04:57:00.000-08:00

I did this for the class blog.....but must u all lyk it or not furs. LOL.

MY DRAWING

credit to adna for almost everything............

2006-02-07T06:31:00.000-08:00

HAIZ......we lost the match. 2:3. im sad.confidence level:dropped.pls dun tok to me bout it nw ...pls. i cant stand the guityness.so sad...........

2006-02-02T02:51:00.000-08:00

WAH.......so fast then wanna tournament liao.n tml c boys re going to play against...hwachong!!! i think??? LOL. hey.....u all must buck up and win loh...JIAYOUS. i juz heard from wilfred tat the b boys lost to a skool by 4-1 i think. haiz...so sad. but nvm!!! we work harder for the nxt mach!!haha. OIE!btw hor.... everyone must support badminton tml ok??? at least wish them gd luck or smth lyk tat larh.tornament leh...big big thing leh... muz wei4 rv zheng1 guang1 leh! TATA!!! and prove tat badminton rocs more than other ccas...haha. :).

p.s. i seriously hope tat they win. jiayou and gd luck!

2006-01-27T05:16:00.000-08:00

YAY.....today is a cool and nice day. HAD A GREAT TIME IN DA POOL TODAY.[despit the scolded part lah.] currently...i got a thank you speech for jingz.LOL.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING TODAY. im terribly grateful for for having us in ur hse...terribly grateful for u to let us have SO MUCH FUN...thx for the food[nuggets] and drink[i drink lyk 4 cups ok coke]...thx for the games[frm badminton to twister]...thx for the nice smile youo had on ur smile despite the things i done in ur hse[eg.pizza] ONCE AGAIN.....i would lyk to thank you!!! im so nice rite...LOL.SRY FOR THE TROUBLE TOO! sry that i drank[n waste]so much coke...sry tat i dropped the pizza hree times...sry for pool incident...sry we stayed so long...sry we pushed u down[the pool].....SORRY!!!!

WAH................................im so polite!!! LOL. so rmb to invite mi to ur hse.....then u will have a thank you speech by ME!!!lol.

2006-01-24T02:46:00.000-08:00

xiuhan got something rite when she told me bout life.....IT"S ALL BOUT STRESS!!!! haha..she told me today that she onli wan to live till 65 cos it's lyk full of stress since u re a baby.haha. it was WADTHEHXLL at furs but i decided she was quite rite as well larh..heh[tot it's supposed to be a joke actually] LOL. PROJECTS=STRESS!!! HOMEWORK= STRESS!!! EXAMS= STRESS!!! TEACHERS= STRESS!!!EXPECTATIONS= STRESS!!! RECESS= STRESS!!![cos scared no time to finish my food mah...] LOL. thus i came to a conclusion which is bout the same as xiuhan's. tat is.....our life is full with all those toopid,idiotic stresses larh...haha.

p.s. especially nowadays loh....i got damn a lot of projects i have to work on at one go. STRESS!!!

2006-01-22T00:51:00.000-08:00

i took a bus today and saw something tat makes me quite pissed off by my fellow singaporeans......there is currently a young pregnant lady on the bus hu came up at the 3rd stop i think and everyone saw tat.... but nobody even even bothered to stand up and give way!!!! [im standing as there is not enough seat for me too] nobody even looked at this poor pregnant lady hu is struggling to stand holding to a thin metal pole on the bus!!!i mean im not blaming anyone hu is sitting at the far end of the bus..they probably cannot see the lady...BUT HOW BOUT THE PPL AROUND HER??? what if she fall??? what if she fall and hurt herself??? WHAT IF SHE FALL AND HURT HER BABY AND HERSELF???? looking at this.......i realised something painful and hurting. Singaporeans are selfish and can be more helpful in future. im serious.

2006-01-15T02:08:00.000-08:00

today's sunday tuition and it's also my third last tuition[i think] with all my tuition mates [ including siewying! angie! alexandra! elise! and blah blah blah] i gonna miss all of them after i transfer to saturday class liao...haha.. im realli serious! i mean i dunno anyone from sat class n if kas is transfering wif me...tat will be the onli one i can tok to since ms ng said the sat class is pretty quiet.n worse...siewying even ask mi when's my b'dae today lorh...BOOHOO!!! so sad tat i cannot realli received her b'dae gift.....after i left....SO SAD!

p.s. congrats siewying!!! u decided not to wear the white skirt today.....LOL.

2006-01-13T21:34:00.000-08:00

haiz......staying at home is so sianz...with all my mum's nagging and projects and homework and all.. OMG!!!im beginning to miss school....with all the teachers'nagging and homework and all!!! LOL...

2005-12-31T01:20:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!!!!!!!! today is new year eve n tmr will be a BRAND NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!! 2006 ROCS LYK HELL!!!!! i cant wait to see my frens...cant wait to see how's the classrooms re. WILL THERE BE DOORS??? LOL.......i hope so larh. if there re no doors AGAIN.....i bet we will get complained again...n the peeking through the door and asking us to keep quiet thingy....haha.N I MISSS ALL MY FRENS!!!! i will die feeling sianz all my life without without u all!!!! so MUACKS to all the frens. fwahahaha...

im preparing the list of new year resolutions for 2006 n hope they dun turn out so difficult to acheive. lol. 10....9....8....7....6....5....4....3.....2......1................it's still 5.32pm.........haha.

CHRISTMAS

2005-12-25T00:52:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO AND A MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!! HOHOHO!!!

25th december and it's christmas. 25th december which means i got to finish the rest of my homework quick. LOL. i went to dengyin's christmas party ytd n it was realli fun!!! this is supposed to be the first i celebrated christmas. haha. n we exchanged prezzies!!! me.yanni.adna.veron.dengyin. i received this pig piggy bank and it is nice.realli nice. haha....u seriously should have seen it...lol. n on it's tummy it has the words "Dearest Fairy" !!!!!
ahhhh.....this is the first time a person called me fairy. then we got to bbq some satay and all....blahblahblah...n we went home at bout 11?? lol.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-18T05:35:00.000-08:00

i forgot to write in my badminton log bk again....can someone lend me theirs????lyk soon??? thx

2005-12-07T06:25:00.000-08:00

ON TUESDAY

nanhua sec is quite nice larh....on the outside.went there on tuesday to support the badminton team.YOHOO....lol. n i wish to officially apologise to the gals that im terribly soory tat im late. i mean im always late n i feel so bad. but that day....there was someone later than me lorh. n someone i didnt even expect to be late. then when we reached there...she scolded us for being late lorh. everyone was how damn pissed off...we waited for her n she scolded us?!?! haiz....forget bout all that....lol. at least we won most of the games!!! tat was something worth to be happy. lol. but only the b div. the c.div kinda lose all but one doubles. sad rite.....but they did their best n im proud of everyone. JIAYOU EVERYONE!!! i really hope to win in nxt year tornament...it's been dunno how many years since we won the last game.

p.s. btw......there re no gals in badminton in nanhua. WHY??? it's lyk discrimination between boys n gals!!! I OBJECT!!! Lol. n i cant play cos of tat....then it's so sianz juz watching lorh!!!

no offence....but another thing i found out is tat nanhua boys re short. not all...but i guess probably most.

2005-12-07T06:12:00.000-08:00

went to jurongpoint last sat to shop with mum.walk across some shops. n saw mdm chan. beside this fashion. with a trolley. i freak out!!! i didnt even greet her. i think she saw me. or maybe not. i dunno. but i didnt greet her! n i feel so guilt-ridden. but....i dun really give a damn. i can greet her nxt time. i guess. if i see her there again. LOL.

2005-11-22T20:06:00.000-08:00

mechatronics camp todae.....damn sianz...came early at 7.20 todae n tot it's supposed to be interesting. in the end...ended up helping to mark attendance. Worse still.....so many of them re late lorh!!! one of them even landed up in hospital. haiz...i pity him.lol. i mean y re they SO late. it's supposed to start at 7.30 n they came at bout 8.30...WAD'S THEIR PROB?!?! n all cos of them i got to wait at the canteen for 1 hr straight without doing anything but sit on the bench staring at space. HAVENT THEY BEEN TAUGHT TAT TIME IS PRECIOUS N THEY SHOULD BE PUNTUAL???? haha. went up at 8.30 cos cannot wait liao mah. if they realli come lyk 2hrs late...then might as well not come...lol. rushy was there teaching the others while the helpers sat at one corner to help if needed. after tat was teabreak...the tea is so sucky....lol.(bread n packet drink) n the upsetting thing is tat some of them bought their own food instead eating the food provided.haehae. so upsetting..i noe the food is sucky larh... but still u should give some face n eat mah...rite??= Pp.after the teabreak...the lessons contined on lorh...then the lunchbreak again...then i went chinatown wif lynette n joyce n went home to sleep after tat. hahaha.

Homework

2005-11-20T07:51:00.000-08:00

Holiday Homework

** Maths worksheet(8 pages) **
** English reflections(6) **
** Book reviews(3) **
** Photos(3) **
** Word bank(1 per bk) **
** Chinese story bk(2) **
** Book review(5 per bk) **
** Newspaper review(2) **
** Compo(lyrics) **

2005-11-09T20:20:00.000-08:00

yohoo!!! my dad juz bought me a new guitar!! yea...i always wanted one and i got it now....but the problem now is i dun noe how to play it! haha...so i got to start learning myself. lol...it's how dumb..n i juz mastered twinkle twinkle little star in 2hrs. WAH...im so damn talented in this man.hehe. WISH ME LUCK IN LEARNING cyndi's yumao NEXT EVERYONE!!!

p.s. jia you!!! harhar... i hope i can master it after holidays..

2005-11-02T19:33:00.000-08:00

smses between me and aixin *this is damx dumb*

aicks: Yoz...Erm ppl...tmr free?Can go iceskating?Cannot nvm...but must tell me kkaes?*sent ytd*
moi: *received todae* paiseh...cannot. cos going sumwhere else. lol.
aicks: Diao...e msg was sent to u yesterday...
moi: o.haha...received todae mah...(shit)

OMG!!!! what's wrong wif my phone?? i received the msg todae when it's sent yeaterday. This is so embarrassing. *hide face*

2005-10-31T19:03:00.000-08:00

WAH.........damn long nv blog liao. heheh. anywae...thx jazz!... for reminding moi tat i still have a blog. LOL. lalala.....erm...it's alady holidays but i still got DAMX A LOT OF HOMEWORK!! and worse still...i got to go bac to skool for a lot of days. haiz...n i still tot i could RELAX. emphasis RELAX... heh.

todae there's DNA science...and i personally think tat it's quite fun larh.* my own opinion* but damx sianz...cos not a lot of things happen. hah...i lyk suprises.actually todae...i notice 2 things. furs....aixin skirt is DAMX DAMX DAMX SHORT to me. TO ME. it may not seem short to huever is reading tis rite now...but it is short TO ME. dun noe larh....own opinion lor.perhaps it's cos i nv seen her wear so short before bah...HAHA! or maybe im juz jealous cos i dun have de shencai to wear tat? emm.....on second tot...maybe it's the second option. LOL. no offence btw!!

then the secong thing......is tat 4dn4 is really violent!!! haehae.....perfectly normal rite??? she practically break the whole agar!!! we supposed to spread it...not saw it into 2 pieces gal!!! n u re my partner!!! FWAHAHAHA!! aiyah...i dun realli blame u...cos i lyk suprises rmb??and it's damx funny to show off how violet 4dn4 is.LOL.anyway..i dun see the point of getting angry for such minor stuff lor. it's juz a dumb jelly which bacteria lyk to eat...y worry? juz get another one larh....if this u oso cannot think bout...u re seriously dumb to ji dian!!!

p.s. dun ask me y....i juz lyk it. haehae.

2005-10-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

went ice-skating wif veron, yanni, sunni, adna. it was so fun!!! despite the aching i got after tat. harhar... actually we wanted to watch corpse bride wan lorh...then i tot no time to skate n i wore white shorts. WHITE SHORTS!! omg...if i fall... i will be so damn embarrass. eheh. but later we decided to go skate since someone told us the movie is yicky.skating is very fun!!!emphasis FUN(must be jealous)heh.later we saw huiyee xinhui n dengyin n we skated together.im so scared at first that i cant even walk straight!! lol. but overall ..still fun. then after a few hrs...xinhui still cannot skate n she asked me to be her teacher. haha..im so damn honoured lorh. but since i think skating is lyk i cannot be afraid of falling n must gan gan go play so i kinda ask her to skate 2 rounds without the railings n went to play miself.=Pp...so mean!!! harhar. along the way...im extremely scared..cause im wearing white shorts ma..then if i fall down it will be a disaster!!!haehae ( but i still fell once.once onli..yay)

p.s. i hope i can go gain yohoo

2005-09-23T22:27:00.000-07:00

Virgo

Does it feel like u re in the middle of a whirlwind? Be patient and dun overeact,even if those u love re changing their minds and plans with frequent abandon. ride this out, and soon everything will be calm once more.
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oh well...true enuff. things has been happening veri fast juz in one week. dunno wheather it's true..but am i really changing??? haiz...if i am really am , i wanna change bac . 'cos i feel tired not being miself. im wanna change bac for miself ...

p.s shitty!!! is all these dumb emotions gonna affect my studies? i dun wan it to...cos it is not worth it. cos' after trying so hard... all u said is 'wadeva'. u re not helping...so i kinda got the idea tat it's over.

the sad...the happy...i gonna rmb.i will not try to erase the happiness we had in the past.u re those pple who could make me laugh when im sad...thus i cherish this friendship. but...wanna tell u tat i can live without u...

is tat me???

2005-09-20T17:58:00.000-07:00

1) Sit bac n keep quiet
2) Dun givadamn bout other's comment
3) Say sorries everytime
4) Always look on the bad side
5) Take jokes seriously

is tat me??? i duno but i wanna improve miself.so...

I HEREBY ANNOUNCE TAT IM GONNA....
hav my own stand...
respect my own pride...
dun say unneccesary dumb sorries...
voice out MY opinions...
argue bac if i think im right...
be CHEERFUL!!!
n not take jokes too seriously...aiyah...at most i make bac lorh.haehae.

p.s. no matter hu u re or wadeva...i gonna stand up for myself from tis moment...
YIPEE!!! i turned brave. haehae.

i feel me again............the me that had control of myself.........

2005-09-13T15:33:00.000-07:00

yipee......todae's my b'dae!!!! been waiting for this day for months.hey sry peeps..i didnt blog for lyk weeks.but i took out time from my b'dae to blog. omg...i cant believe how nice i am man. aha. haiz....so sad. i came to school lyk how excited waiting to receive all my b'dae prezzies and hugs lorh..but at last onlie 1 person give me.[a billabong cap] how upsetting...even jazz and zu-zu forgot bout it. AWWW!!!!!!!! i admit it..im quite realistic larh..but hu is not??? n it's on moi b'dae. DO I HAVE TO REPEAT??? but but but.....still i wish to thank the following people hu had bought prezzie for moi....

VERONICA HUILI YANNI

and those hu wish me happy b'dae....

JAZZ ZU-ZU DENGYIN KRISTIE AIXIN JIAMIN
HUILI PHYLLIS JINGZ WILFRED NICHOLAS ADNA
MY MUM MY DAD and many others

p.s. still waiting in skool for zu n jazz to finish thier cca's . badminton slacks.
p.p.s. sry tat i didnt come for traning on sat. it was so not on purpose.

Tired

2005-08-29T17:05:00.000-07:00

im sad.confused.filled wif pressure.im standing in a class full of peeps, but still i feel lyk a mime trying to get out of an invisible space tat separates me from de rest, a space wif four walls and no doors...i tried but to no avail.For now...de onli way out is towards de blue blue sky, and i need mi wings...but they re injured. Are you calling out to mi? cos' i can't hear you...all i hear re muffled voices. i sat at a corner mending my wings, mending my wound.Slowly, bit by bit. To unlease miself into the beautiful wold wif wonderful peeps around mi, i need time to heal completely. i cant tell u when, i can make sure i can recover. To do so, give me lots of support!!! i need them, in tis goddamnhxll space, i need support from you to concentrate...to hav strength.rite now, i used up all my energy. And the more i live in tis world, smth heavier is coming down on mi, refusing to let me fly into de sky. i dun noe...but perhaps tis is pressure. i hav no more jokes left...no laughter to spare. im tired..i need a long break. lend mi your shoulder to rest on until i recovered...

p.s fwahaha...tis proves tat i can be chim!!!

2005-08-25T19:57:00.000-07:00

god damn hell.....i fell so sad after getting the results for the grammar test lorh. i admit i didnt study but i still feel upset bout flunking the whole test. i pulled up my socks lyk damn high liao larh...i did my homework more often then i did last time at least. then after all that...i get such topid results.
todae in skool...i felt rather moody and sick and didnt tok much. i feel lyk scolding and venting out my anger once i open my mouth. harhar. cannot be helped.
haiz...there's sci lessons todae and lee-teo taught how to measure the time of stopwatches and pendulums.it's quite boring and huili n aixin fell asleep in class. heeloo...it's lyk how obvious larh.they should at least lyk use their books to cover their faces.lol.
P.S. dun noe larh... im trying not to be sensitive...but i dun even noe the meaning of it and everyone's toking and no one's helping?!?!

2005-08-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

todae is mathematics and it's finally the LAST DAY!!! yea.....im gonna be so relaxed now and slack around. hoho. anywae...i guess teacher's day is coming because i saw the gift's in the bookshop. uh....so fast muz buy prezzies liao.and im in financial needs.heh. i wanna consider if i wan to go bac to lianhua. aiyah...i realli miss everyone there...kas, sarah, ellise, jen and the rest of them!!! yupz...but seriously i dun see the point of calling me to call them if they call me larh. lol. it's lyk im always the enthu and irratating one lorh. haaa...

mmm...i went to com lab to do the CID rocket thingy. i think it's due for bout 1 month liao and we still didnt hand it in. so...the teacher is currently damn pissed off by us and keep moving us. haiz...first is my printer...then it's the com lab. i went to the com lab too late and acer left and i didnt have enough time so i got to just write it out and hand it in.

```22nd August~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!!!
LURV YA~MUACKZ! SMILE!

2005-08-11T20:36:00.000-07:00

hurray!!! i actually got 46 for speech and drama and im so damn damn damn damn proud of mi self larh!!! and seriously for the lyk 2nd time in my secondary sch life...i didnt pronunce anything wrong in this speech..YIPEE!!! harhar...i tot i will get somehow low..cause i keep using the words " considered rather" and the speech was bout mummies from ancient egypt. it sound reali ancient and made me sound realli old and boring too.but...im so glad i pass tat i can jump up and down the ceilings 7 times!!! lol. yupz. and todae happened a unexpected incident. i was finding my bottle which got lost during the way to the com lab when someone in da class told me tat they saw huien holding it juz now arh. of course i went to question huien....and the excuses she gave me was lyk totally toopid!!! she said tat she tot the bottle was dengyin's so she took it. then she took it to the com lab wif her. then she changed her mind and said she put it back on da table outside the d&t workshop. WHO THE HELL IS SHE TRYING TO FOOL HERE??? i spend hell of a time finding bottle there and found nothing?!!? after lyk 15mins of questioning...i seriously got veri pissed off by her. if it's not hers...den dun take it. if she take...den dun anyhow put larh!!! it's MY bottle...if she is so helpful...cant she just put it in class.y does she hav to lost it again after i lost it? in the end...the bottle appeared out of nowhere and she said she found it in the lab. WHO THE HELL IS SHE TRYING TO FOOL HERE??? i didnt even see her going to the lab to find it. and i dun realli get the whole idea of my bottle appearing and disappering in thin air.

P.S dengyin....thx for changing back.
P.P.S did u change after reading my touching entry or wad ?

2005-08-10T20:38:00.000-07:00

juz went to dengyin's blog...i dun mind if she comes cause i wan her to...i gonna repeat wad i said in her blog once more. dengyin...u noe u used to be a realli good fren of mine...but u change a lot.as in not juz a lot...it's lyk u turned the world upside down!!! i truly feel upset and hurt by ur actions and words and how u changed. sorry to hear...to me...u changed for the bad...not the good. u once ask me why we ignored u... i gonna tell u da answer rite now.it's not tat we ignore u...it's tat u spent less time wif us. why??? cause u mixed wif the guys more... it's not lyk i dun wan u to be frens wif guys or smth lyk tat...but it's juz tat u... from an innocent gurl turn into a bitchy gal . after u saw the word "bitchy"...u probably think u dun need a fren lyk me...i gonna say sure...of course u dun need a fren lyk me. cause i dun deserve you and neither do you deserve me. pls...look in ur blog...i help you create it... hoping it is lyk gonna be another communication tool for us. but look at ur entries now. how few of them actually dun consists guys??? song hwa...zi wei...lian quan...i getting sick... and the way u speak.if u dun remember... let me remind you...ur "hello" in the past includes a friendly smile and a warm and simple hello. it's enough for me...u dun need to be lyk now. a huge big grin...wide open eyes and a exgerrating wave and finally a hello with a slang. I SERIOUSLY CANT STAND IT ANYMORE. honestly...i still treat you as a fren...but do you treat me as one??? if you really do...change back to ur old self. i hope tat the old you is ur real self...but if it's not and u insists on being lyk tat for the time being...im disappointed in you...and we will not be frens at all...i dun care if u delete my link..i dun care if u insult me in ur blog..i dun give a damn !!! but i sincerely hope tat after reading wad i hav to say...u wun become my enemy...but my old gd fren again...
P.S U SUX TO THE ROTTEN APPLE CORE AT THE END OF THE WORLD RITE NOW!!!!
P.P.S hey...but i hope u will change for the better rite now!!!

2005-07-29T12:46:00.000-07:00

todae's history project sucks big time*sobs*...i really put in quite a lot of effort but i still got scolded by da teacher lyk h*ll. om...izzit really tat bad...i personally think it's quite okay larh...execpt the fact there's not much content...and no worksheet of course. AND DEXTER DIDNT DO HIS WORK!!! haiz...and one prob after another is coming out into my life. i feel lyk bursting now.probably im gonna to...soon.jazz and xin is still into the lurvee dovey stage.i dunno wheather to suport them or not. i tot it's totally puppylove. but still...as a gd fren i should be supportive rite?? YEA!!! so if they think they re right ...go ahead to do it...im behind you!!! and if u ever need me...give me a call okey??? lolx......

P.S. i hate racists and ppl hu flirt to the end of the damn world........

2005-07-22T18:22:00.000-07:00

just got home from school...todae's friday. and tomorrow's saturday, which mean there's badminton pt again. haiz....dun feel lyk going leh. so few people are going tmr--lyk 3 onlie???anywae...i dun think i can go oso, since im probably going to the doctor. im suspected to have hand-mouth-foot disease or wadeva because of that lump i just found in my mouth near the teeth. arg!!! i wonder if i will die or smth...haha. kidding larh.

P.S. om.....i wan to hav a laptop!!!

2005-07-10T14:30:00.000-07:00

went to the lps open hse on saturday...it's so NICE!!! it's juz so nice oing bac to da old school... okae...except for now we need to quen up to buy coupons for everything...lolx...so hot standing there...saw my primary school frens.yupz. then i think i went there late cause sarah and ellise and the guys went to west mall liao when i reach there. then...they came back and we learned HIP HOP!! omg...can u believe it...and sarah ran away!!! i went to da com lab too...to play sollitare....hah...i lose. and i bet i can win if i practice...lol

2005-07-01T23:43:00.000-07:00

todae after school...jasmine and dengyin waited for me to go home together.we were at the swing for about 30mins. lolx.forgotten the exact time liao. then we were swinging and swinging when jasmine called me a "distorted teddy bear". omg!!! how bad and mean is that?!duh...i feel hurt of course. i totally wouldnt mind u calling me fat cause i think it's quite cute...but pls dun call me those 'chim' things that i dun get it. i will be so pissed off.

dengyin is damn attidute problemed todae...she juz vent her anger out on everybody juz cause wilfred told her a "not funny" joke. tat's insane...i only asked her to lyk draw the pictures (we need to do in groups) bigger. i did only tat..and she asked me to draw them myself if im so smart.i apologise if im rude then larh...but yea. ur attitude sux. im so not not dolly that u can strangle with when u re unhappy.

2005-06-21T18:26:00.000-07:00

went to jurong regional library todae wif dengyin...wanting to find some materials for da bk reviews i need to do for holiday homework. haha...i didnt even started on it. i admit it liao...im a damn slacker. lolx.talk bout it.... it's finally da last week of holidays...im gonna miss it when it's gone. * weeps *.dotz dotz dotz. no larh...actually i tink tat i suffered more during the holidays.normally after skool everyday , i could slack for lyk 3 hrs and still manage to finish my work. now ...i spent 3 weeks doing a pile of homework and onlie manage to get lyk half done. then..i got to spend the last week burying my head into my books. lolx. how crappy re june holidays. YEA!!! at least i got smth to celebrate after holidays...GEO IS GONE!!! muacks....i hate geo to the end of the world!!! harhar....

another entry....omg!!! im so afraid nowadays if lame-oh trio will disband. haiz...we rarely get together these day...and i dun even noe wad to say smth if i see them lorh... how upsetting.

2005-06-17T04:28:00.000-07:00

im at dex's hse rite now doing ta e.lit skit thingy. lolx...we do lyk totally nv do lyk tat...evryone is damn slack larh...juz sitting around and eating and drinking and treating his hse lyk a supermarket of some sort.lolx.then shinzu not here...kauz...wonder wad happen to her. she sound so sickly when i call her todae morning...said tat she going on another holi. chey...lyk i believe wad shit larh. i bet she got sick or smth lyk tat.haiz..doesn't matter..anywae we didn't really do..evrything push to her can liao. MUAHAHAHAHA....jkjk...and the 2nd thing im curious bout is wad's thehxll is so great bout naruto?... it's juz a stupid comic character walking and toking lyk a comic character in a comic.lolx. LOLLIPOP.

to ellise....
im not a over-sensitive freak now.thx for telling moi anywae.lolx.

2005-06-09T14:41:00.000-07:00

heh...new and nicey blogskin!!!yea!!! dotz. okay... the music kinda sux cause the theme of the whole blog is SMILE!!! but the music is saddening. lolx. doesn't matter rite??? as in pls...music is better than no music. and still...this music can actually help u relax a bit?! = ) anywae... sorrie bout the whole virus thingy...damn. i tink my blog contain virus or smth lyk that for the past few weeks??? well...i saw it on charmaine's blog. haiz...how unlucky.lolx.but yea...i recovered from it!!! wad does this prove??? If you perservear and fight...you will win!!! lolx.lolx.lolx.